A portal to life’s glory opened and engulfed me in 2013. I journaled to bring order into the unfolding inexplicable goodness. At first I lacked even the words in English.
My intense daily journaling and my high intensity search for the meaning of this new condition of heightened awareness morphed into this blog:
In my EveryNow blog, I write everyday stories of love, compassion and praise for the glories of living from the heart.
During the five or six decades of my life prior to 2013, I had contented myself with “Living to Love”, which is pretty, beautiful even, but superficial.
As my heart awakes from a long slumber in hiding, it greets me, and here is where “Loving to Live” begins!
Today I am at peace and at ease with my experience of being alive in this completeness of sentience, though it still feels as surprising and as brand new as it did at its inception.
Much of what I have become aware of as I negotiate these orchards of newness, is well described in the book I recently discovered, much to my surprise, by Raymond Carl Sigrist called “In love with everything – Apophatic Mysticism”. It’s published by Infinity.com
The most effective way to write about the constantly exploding sensations of this post-traumatic Heavenly Bliss event is to connect to its source — the heart.
Forty or fifty years of verbal doldrums, when I neglected to hold communion with my heart, have left me, even after these last nine years, in a place where I have to learn to speak from and to my heart in baby steps.
I have to learn how to speak the language of heart. This will take up all my remaining years. It is the sweetest of all possible challenges!
I love to remind myself ~
~ Love is present EveryNow