
It is wasteful and demeaning to ignore beauty or to pass beauty by on the other side of the road.
Yellow Buddleja just happens to be more superlative than itself!

It is wasteful and demeaning to ignore beauty or to pass beauty by on the other side of the road.
Yellow Buddleja just happens to be more superlative than itself!

*Meditation on Nourishment*

Delight is up side down side inside and out.

💠 I am a time traveller 🔷
I know that the stirrings in me which crises cause are like clear waters suddenly made muddy. I know the dread of that vanished transparent calm where all was clear and simple to see.
The plateau of my heart’s ease, where grass is green, and no wind ruffles, is a gift to be accepted. The calm of uneventful days is like the sunshine on an airborne jet – I trust revolutions of power beyond my ken are churning on the inside, keeping me safe.
I accept the days of “nothing doing” are like when I neck the first drink of cool water in the morning. I absorb bright colourless refreshment in the certainty it will reach into my darkest roots.
But I also know to stand back from insisting to myself that I must thrash out sense and meaning out of turbulent emotions. Danger of death inside, or at the very least, the drear drag of continuing ignorance, is the reward for fruitless fight with my own shadows.
I have learned that the swirl of sediment that now blinds my view of where I am going is composed of mysterious particles!
These are the smashed up, mashed up micro fragments of old certainties.
I do not tread them into the dirt. They are more valuable than gold dust, more alive than my own breath, because, unlike mud which petrifies into rock on settling, I know they will recrystallise into brand new beauty.
My road which was secure is now blazing into a lava flow. My tears explode as they fall! My past mistaken faith in my own limited abilities have taught me to give up my Quixotic tilting at mental windmills. I trust that faith and unconditional hope in compassionate powers far stronger than any of my own will arrive, soothe me, and build my new spiritual bones.
I know I will give myself the gift of time, waiting in faith and trust. My roots are active, though I neither hear nor see the least motion.
This is how trees await Spring, and birds the Sunrise.
I will have stood aside and observed the swirls of pain in my chest. I will have felt them retch up my throat. I will have committed to memory the dried tears I see on my own face.
And, at the end of all of this, I will see walking towards me, with the magical mutual smiles of recognition spreading over both our faces, myself and I, as we fall into an embrace for the first time
~ Love is present EveryNow
Email to a new Friend about to go travelling…

It’s Full Moon.
Where we come from is largely known to both of us solely from the personal presence shown by one to the other.
It is a transparently good place or I should not be writing you this.
The direction where we are going is a mutually encouraged movement which has all of the same attributes as those of a grand meal – expectation of savours, many unknown – but without any sense of fear or alienation.
Cleave to your journey, O pal.
Stay alert, record and share, discuss and digest.
Be open, humble, respectful of all you meet, judge none, avoid none, give full attention.
The butterfly effect operates only at such a distance that it is out of sight. Your smile is seen. You move on. That life-affirming energy aroused by your smile may engender springs of hope in individuals, families, cities, entire populations which you cannot and need not understand.
All you need to understand is that you have immense latent power. It is the power of choice to smile.
Turn away only from those whose minds have diverted far from life’s glory that they see only negation and fear. You do not need to be smeared, in mind, heart nor body.
Only see the myriad tiny things, because in the end our lives are upright and we survive only because we are intimately and eternally supported by the microcosm of everyday sublime simple beauty.
Never ever pass up the chance to giggle.
With love
As ever

What is there
between
the in-breath and the outbreath?
Nothing to do
and
all the time in the world
to do it
~Love is present EveryNow

We unearthed broken stems of old white clay tobacco pipes, and decorative opaline glass shards.
BAD NEWS

Odd, isn’t it?
The swaying grasses,
the colours of flowers,
the rustling bushes,
the upgrowing trees,
all of the busy tiny creatures,
those birds, these bees 💚
Absolutely none have been stilled
by The Bad News!
If I want to feel freedom’s wild kisses,
if I truly want to snuggle close
to my original self,
I walk out 💚
I walk far out of reach of the news…
and as I go, I cast smiles and catch smiles 💚
Smile! This is the Big Green
The news about all our human doings
Is of no consequence whatsoever
to the birds and the beetles 💚
Their headline news, their editorial,
all the way down to the stop press,
is about the ecology
right and left
seen and unseen 💚
I am always welcomed in the Big Green
to observe with love and respect
the sweetly earnest business of survival 💚
Here calm runs up to me,
from my left,
from my right,
to hold me by my hands 💚
~ Love is present EveryNow ~

My state is open and aware and quiet.
The self I call “I” is a flat calm transparent natural boundary. Clear water is deep down, air is deep up.
The surface is almost colourless, without ripple or feature. It extends without horizon, but never leaves my sight.
In such a state I can ride and stay in balance during the time I am presented in the here and now with thoughts, feelings, distractions and discomfort.
Here, from my surface I offer this.
It is through my extraordinary journey of unanticipated heart awakening, around the time I began the regular practice of Biodanza in February 2013, that I know I can fully access healing. That, together with other understandings related to identification of ancient hurts and the resolution of previously unrecognised confusions, have granted my awareness of myself the opportunity of expansion and room in which to expand.
As I become self-aware, aware of the sanctity of the gift of life being lived and experienced more and more abundantly, so in equal measure I value the gift of life in relation to other living sentient beings.
What comes from living in such a new and richly jewelled life is a greater gratitude than I have ever known. It has far reaching implications on my remaining days of life. It is the ever-growing understanding that my life is not a discrete occurrence only in me. I am a pixel of humanity, and life is living through all things and beings, sentient and not sentient.
I am a happy ripple in a continuum of life. Life lives me as I live life.
Here’s the thing… Nothing has changed! Everything is utterly different and constantly completely new! The newness is “EveryNow”.
I begin. My journey of exploration and discovery begins all over again from the very start every moment. Nothing existed in the previous instant of this awareness of existence to guide me to where I am. At any given moment, I look forward with barely containable excitement to the certainty of discoveries in the moment following.
I think of it like this. For the first fifty years I had been “Living to Love”, which is decorous, pretty, even beautiful, but it is an existence limited by inconsequential superficiality.
As my heart awakes and presents its face towards me to greet me, my heart starts “Loving to Live”.
This is the wholesome, plain and simple adoption of the richly textured reality of here and now, of “EveryNow”.
I am no longer secreted away in a place of safety of my own elaborate construction, but I go shining with gratitude and wonder at the mere fact of being vital and alive.
This is a state of being which is totally raw, exposed and vulnerable, but simultaneously full of living courage, and naked certainty.
Unencumbered by fear, my state of being can freely develop in its self-expression in the knowledge that it has its permanent residence in the secure environment of the heart’s pure and spectacular peace.
We are all capable of healing.
It’s about trusting love to come into close contact inside my most personal sacred space, and knowing that there, in that serene place of peace, I can heal.
We all just can
~ Love is present EveryNow
Full Moon – harbinger over my seaside home village – shows the way to abundant forgiveness,
plain truths of heart’s love,
desire,
and the plenishments of the fruit of gratitude.
Full Moon – risen so many times over my seaside home village – lights up every thing.
Her rays flume with a nameless unearthly dignified contact…
extra Awe-dinary’

Surfeit? Surf it!
“The greatest difficulty
is the mental resistance
to things that arise,
and the underlying assumption
that they should not.” ~ Eckhart Tolle
… ° …
One of the ever-present sweetnesses available to us is to cast a compassionate glance towards the chaotic and the frenetic and the inexplicable.
Then to look inwards at the heart’s own orderly equanimity and to see no divide, no boundary, but a standing-wave, a crest of peace.
❤️

There is no peace.
Peace is living us in our heart’s love EveryNow
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From Breath to Love – A guided meditation
TUESDAY 25th SEPTEMBER was the monthly Breathwork session “From Breath to Love – Conscious Breathing Circle” held by Karolina Mikulicz here in our home town.
When I arrived, I was the only one attending! So we agreed to have a 1-2-1 session.

An Angel
Who had
Never
Been in love
Asked a Ghost
Who had,
“What was it like?”
The Ghost said,
“Like being in life”

Dismal Southbourne
The heat of summer,
the dazzle have done a runner.
The vacant hands of after dusk seem to say,
Turn away.
But in this street,
with autumn near and summer far,
Mine eyes see a glimpse of Shangri-la

… for they are mirrors to reality EveryNow

